Update on my progress.


Well... on the one hand I could easily say I've had none. I've been to the gym all of once in the past week. I've been eating whatever I want (but not much at all)...
However, On the scale today, I was 164.5, then 165.5... SOOOO... I have NO idea.
I really want to reach my goals. And I really feel like I want to have an active part in getting there, but it seems like the harder I try - the less I progress, and the less I try (while still trying), the better I do. Seems like a good position to be in, but its not. Its really discouraging, I feel like I have no say in my body, its kinda got a mind of its own :/.